I feel so effing helpless. I feel like something is eating me from the inside. It's spent years dining on my arms and legs and back and butt and every other damned place. Every joint on my body, wrists, elbows, shoulders, knees, and ankles, is shit. Now it's going after the big one, my hips. I can already feel my leg start to pop out when I roll over in bed. How long will it be before they won't support my weight at all?