Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Deer in the Headlights

I can’t help but think that I have some skills to pass on, something that I’ve learned in my life.  As I search for meaning and wonder what it is I can offer, what I can create for the world, I struggle.  Conviction was never my strong suit. 

I’m not sure whether it is fortunate or damaging to my psyche, but I seem to have come to a place where I evaluate the worth of my actions.  I wonder whether it is worth my time to do x, y, or z.  I overanalyze. 

I find I want to create something lasting, and to a point writing has allowed me to do that, but my thoughts are fleeting and incongruous.  I have ambitions for something bigger, but what?  

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