How old do you feel? Do you see yourself as the age you are?
I don't think that I do. I don't think that I can. I don't have any of the things that would allow me to see myself as an adult. House, car, job, wife, children; I don't have any of that.
House, job, car; those are easy, I've had those. Wife is a distant planet. And there isn't a single tiny little piece of me that identifies with having children.
My hair is still pretty thick and despite close examination of my temples, I have yet to find any gray.
I think I'm stuck in a delusional post-college 20-something world where nothing matters and the future is far off and best ignored. I'd like that to change, I'd like to move on, but I don't think I can.
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