I often want the things I used to enjoy, I somehow think I'll enjoy them in the same way. But it doesn't work. I drink coffee and enjoy the mental buzz, but I sweat and I shake. I drink a beer or two among friends, remembering that feeling from so many times before, but it's different. It affects my body more than my mind. A drink or two and the muscles I still have give up and I feel even more like a lump of jello. I could go on, but really everything is like this. Nothing is the way it used to be.
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