Jealousy

I look around at my friends.  I look around in the crowd.  Everyone looks okay.  Everyone looks healthy to me.  But I'm not. 

I didn't used to be jealous of anyone, but it seems things have changed.  I see an old woman in the street taking her morning walk and I am jealous.  I see an obese guy wearing a sweat suit in the grocery store and I am jealous.  I'm jealous of everyone I see.