Losing It

Look at yourself in the mirror.  Do you like what you see?  Do you look how you would expect?

I see my face first, and it looks about how I remember it.

Then I see the rest of me and it gets more complicated. 

Part of me still seems to be preconditioned to think thin is good.  But thin turns into scary and unnatural very fast.

I guess I shouldn't be surprised.  A scale would tell me the same thing.

I look at fat as a sign of health.